Tuesday, 25 September 2007

So....again...Yup!....:)

So. Yesterday I had that test. I didn't like it. It was difficult and there weren't enough time to do it :S...or I was just so stupid I couldn't do it faster. :( And now I just can wait what grade I will get. I can't do anything more for it. Aaargh! :S...Still so nervous..when I just think about that test :S...What if I fail? What if I don't pass the test?...Am I a loser?...Am I just very stupid? - Or does it even change me? Does it?...(yes, I know stupid questions but when you are enough nervous you (or at least I) think very odd things.

Okay...I don't know if I really want to put this poem here or not [I just thought that in the end I would put it anyway - so why not today]. I kinda like it but it is different and...Okay...I just wrote it (like all of my poems) so please don't read it too closely ^^.

The power of love

The power of love is the one that moves me
it makes me live day after day.

The power of love makes me strong
it makes me happy
but it also makes me vulnerable.

It is so because
I can't stand sadness in your eyes
I can't stand anger in your heart.

And day after day I keep hoping
that I haven't hurt you
that I haven't make you angry.

Those feelings are so strong
and they make me confused.
And that is why I don't know what to think
but one thing is certain;
I will love you forever.

-Vierna- [please don't' kill me...or actually who cares ;) - in the end one have to die only once ^^ ]

5 comments:

Nipsu said...

The test propably went better than you think, you're just nervous. You will know it sooner or later how well it went. :) An interesting poem... But what if someone would first kill you, then activate your heart again and then kill you AGAIN? (Okay, that would be some serious teasing :D) In a clinical sense you would get killed twice anyway. :P

Vierna said...

O.O...Okay - Once again I was wrong...

Nipsu said...

Yeah, I wonder too, why on Earth you didn't think the same as I did at the first place. ;D How unusual!

Vierna said...

yes....how unusual :D

Nipsu said...

Even extraordinary I would say! ;D