Christmas :)

Merry Christmas! :)

Found this poem when I read my old non posted and posted poems. I like it, tho I like all my poems..so anyways..

Timeless day

When comes the day
with no tomorrow?
When comes the day
with no yesterday?

Day without time.

That day would be heaven for me,
'cause I wouldn't have to worry about tomorrows
nor yesterdays.

I could do anything I want,
time wouldn't stop me doing those things.

But what would I do.
I don't know,
but it wouldn't matter
'cause I would have all the time in the world.

Long time since I wrote here last time. Lots has changed and lot is still the same. Sometimes it feels like the whole world around me moves but I am the only thing staying still, untouched...the only thing remaining the same all the time... Like I am left behind to the past..

Meeh.. :P..

Oh well.. It is holidays now, at last some time to get some rest. Really happy about it :)

-Vierna-....[the mummy ;)]

Long time...

Long time... It could be a year or two when it is actually 4 days. 358 left and those 4 feels like 100 times more than just 4 :(

Why?

Ye, meh knows it feels longer when you wait something to happen but still... It is way too long..

-Vierna ...[feels bit lonely :(]

..and now I'm just posting and can't still write any poems or anything...that's kinda sad u' know :/

Odd....

Do you know that odd feeling when you think about something (a question or so) and the answer just pops into your mind...completely out of nowhere.. and normally (after re-check) it is the right one... or almost the right one..

I was filling this application and then there was question about my average grade..I started to look for my last school report when this number pops into my mind. I somehow know it is the right number but I have to be sure. I have to find the paper to calculate the right number... after few minutes search I find it and calculate the number... The number which had popped to my mind was wrong...it was wrong being 0.01 bigger than the real one..which I think was just some rounding difference...Then again it was just 'one' of possible average grades..there is so many ways to calculate it and I just have to find out which is the right one now...

This wasn't the first time...or the last I think. Human mind is confusing and who knows how it works..

-Vierna- ....[meeh is the evil mushruum]

Automatic doors :D

http://www.xkcd.com/175/ . . .

haven't tought about it earlier..I mean that automatic doors could be sad if you didn't go in when they are so kind and open for you... ^^
Cute idea I think :)....I mean...Automatic doors even move...hmm :D

-Vierna-..........[pink teddybear <3]

Home again <3

It is so lovely to be here again :)....Okay it was a nice week but it isn't the same ^^....Bought too much stuff and ate too much...hmmm...no I didn't eat too much. Holidays abroad are fun but it is good to be at home too. Do your normal things and stuff like that :).... And hear languages you can understand...:D



http://www.lfgcomic.com/page/173 - isn't it lovely? <3....Richard and his wabbit :)



But yeesh...long time since the last post... It will be seen if next post cames sooner :D



-Vierna-..............[it ain't over yet!...ummm what?....I dunno :D...........bu I know...summer ain't over yet!!!]

Gooooooood mooorni-i-ng-g...:)

I have been so tired that I haven't managed to make this post until now...This all happened on a lovely Tuesday...(13.5.2008..) -[which is btw my best friend's birthday]

In the morning everything seemed quite normal. I was tired...Then I went to work..as I have done for "couple" of weeks now...Then I was doing something...umm...Anyway..when someone shouted: 'Hey! Come, let's go and see what's going on over there!' ..I looked into the sky. Part of it was covered with something black..'Wow! A thunderstorm!' was my first thought...Then I realised it was really a pillar of smoke!
...We went to watch what was making the smoke. There were a car burning. And it wasn't just a little camp fire -flames were all over it -and they were high...The backs of the nearest cars were also on fire...
...Then firefighters came and the episode was quickly over.
...After work I went to see what was left of the car...There weren't much left. Just some pieces of supporting structure...those metal ones of course...

It wasn't something one see everyday...so I decided to write about it... ^^

-Vierna-....[Never say never...but I just said never :)]

Odd feeligs ay..aye...:).....(yesh again ^^)

Resently everything have been so...so..odd. I mean everything is changing. Future is more open than ever. I can do (almost) what ever I want with it. Somehow everything in my past have someway somehow been so clear. Okay, I just go there and do things as I have done them....but now it is so different. Have to do big decisions. And I hate making any decisions. It is so difficult for me sometimes.

Ye...Everybody keeps saying: "It is not ...ummm...bad (best word for what I mean ^^..I think) if I now decide something and then after few years change my mind"...But I disagree...Is it so simple to change your mind and just do something else? Okay. Maybe it is....But I mean really..Is it?
....>.< ...Fighting with me again..(I mean I'm fighting with me :])

Okay...And then a poem. Suitable for my confused feelings :)....

A shade of a spirit

Am I really here?
Don't know the answer
because sometimes everything feels so unreal,
like a dream.

Am I just sleeping then?
Having a beautiful dream
while my real life is like nightmare.

Who could save me from my nightmares?
Wake me up
and save me from this eternal torturing.

I would like to wake up.
I would like to see my nightmares go away.
But I know it is impossible
because I am just a shade of a spirit with burning wings.

-Vierna-....[yesh...still here...still :)...and sorry about my bad English :/]