It is so odd how quickly things can change. One day everything is something and then it is something else. It is odd and sometimes very sad....when u can't control things, when everything just happens and then...everything is what it is...I'm not talking about present but things before, long time ago. When I used to have my wings...I think :)

Eternal suffering

My wings have burned away.
My lovely wings
with colors so dark that my wings looks white and still colors so white my wings looks dark.

I can't fly
I can't live
but I can die neither

So my world have burned away with them.

My lovely wings,
I used to fly
I used to live
but now I just suffer and suffer to the end of time.

Until they finally see me
until they finally hear me
until then I wait here in my dark room.

Waiting and crying for end, but still hoping so desperately that someone would save me from this eternal suffering.

-Vierna-.........[hope u understood me correctly :) ]

Mmmm...I don't have anything to here..:)

Yes...Maybe, maybe I would have to admit that I'm sometimes a dark person or think about somethings in quite darkly. If you understand what I mean. I haven't always been so dark or so. Something just happened time before and then I slowly or like lightning strike turned into this what I'm now....see what I mean. That doesn't mean I wouldn't be naive, because that I definitely am. :)...yesh.. I hope you understand me..or what I'm saying...once again a poem of mine :)..

Dark

Darkness is quite
it is soft and tender.

When dark is light
it is pure and beautiful.

Life is shadows
you can't know what will happen tomorrow.

And life is play of the dark and the white light
that's why life is so beautiful but that makes death even more beautiful.

Death is the true shadow
the dark light of the world.

Death is life
and life is death.

-Vierna-...........................[yesh...:)]

Jesh---almost ..somethong very clever I think..read nothing :)

Hi!
I just don't want to do something useful...like read to my maths exam or something like that.. Just so bored with school and other stuff like that. :(. Wouldn't want to care about anything like that. Just be and live. But that's kind of impossible....because we have to be something. But if we don't know who we are how can you be something if you don't know who you are or who you would like to be.
Here is again one poem of mine. There might be a few mistakes, but I like it anyway :).

Lost

My soul is lost.
And so I am lost in the darkness of my mind,
I have no way out.

My soul is lost.
In the darkness of shadows,
I don't have light which would lead me out of there.

My soul is lost.
There isn't anything for me anymore.
The only thing left for me is dying
and still I'm too lost to even die.

-Vierna-...........[living is just preparing for dying]