Resently everything have been so...so..odd. I mean everything is changing. Future is more open than ever. I can do (almost) what ever I want with it. Somehow everything in my past have someway somehow been so clear. Okay, I just go there and do things as I have done them....but now it is so different. Have to do big decisions. And I hate making any decisions. It is so difficult for me sometimes.
Ye...Everybody keeps saying: "It is not ...ummm...bad (best word for what I mean ^^..I think) if I now decide something and then after few years change my mind"...But I disagree...Is it so simple to change your mind and just do something else? Okay. Maybe it is....But I mean really..Is it?
....>.< ...Fighting with me again..(I mean I'm fighting with me :])
Okay...And then a poem. Suitable for my confused feelings :)....
A shade of a spirit
Am I really here?
Don't know the answer
because sometimes everything feels so unreal,
like a dream.
Am I just sleeping then?
Having a beautiful dream
while my real life is like nightmare.
Who could save me from my nightmares?
Wake me up
and save me from this eternal torturing.
I would like to wake up.
I would like to see my nightmares go away.
But I know it is impossible
because I am just a shade of a spirit with burning wings.
-Vierna-....[yesh...still here...still :)...and sorry about my bad English :/]
Thursday 27 March 2008
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