Jup...:p...I mean Yup...YUp-yUP..puP..:)

Long time....Yes. It is because time flies sometimes so fast. It is almost Christmas already. It is quite odd... :)...and last 8 :) months have been fun..so it is quite logical they have gone fast....but still..This fast..It feels odd. Then it is spring and we write our final exams...And then we all have to decide what we will become when we grow up. When we are big adults and do real things and have real jobs and earn real money - of course :P...

And I have changed so much during the year...during the past 2 and ½ years too...I feel so much older than back then...I mean 2½ years ago. It is odd. I think life is odd so I think I think all things are odd in some way...Odd way to think :) - I think :p...Funny thing to say...Yup..(np:Children of Bodom - Somebody Put Something In My Drink) I wouldn't have liked that song 8 months ago but now I really like it....:)

Okay. This poem is different from the previous ones..So I don't know is it even a proper one...but once again I kinda like it...So I put it here..You don't have to read it..Put here it is if you want do so..Feel like it or something :)

Time flies

Time flies when you have fun.
It makes you heart fly
it makes you feel light and good.

You feel you can do anything
just because you feel so.

Your heart pounds
it beats so hard
and you feel so warm.

Like nothing could ever hurt you again.
Like there weren't bad things at all
like all bad things would just be a really bad dream.

You can just be.
Forget all the bad things.

Feel the softness around you.
Feel the love around you.
And you can just be within it.
Feeling it, loving it....and being there in it.
In the warm place we all have deep in our hearts.

-Vierna-...........[All things are odd...so we all are odd too :) ]

Just a test

I just wanted to test where this post will be if I publish newer post first and then this one :P



-Vierna-....[hehe]

hehe..long time no see...again

Time flies....It is already Oct....of..it is November. O.O....Surprise surprise. About that exam I had..I will probably get a C...It is OK but not so good that I hoped. The thing that I wanted to tell about wasn't really that....This post is about odd things so...so don't reed it too closely...Please

What does all the things mean. Does everything always mean something. Have a meaning. Or is there things that doesn't mean anything even if it feels like it mean something but you just don't' know what it means....I'm a bit confused so I think it is better I just end it here...

Made a poem once again....don't know why I put it here...hehe...:)

A little leaf of maple

Am I just a piece of trash.
Something very boring
something very ugly
and all the possible bad things.

What does it mean?
Or does it even mean anything?
What do I have to think about it?

When you look into my eyes
and say you are sorry
but still you don't even try to do things otherwise.

What does it mean?
What I suppose to think?
What I suppose to feel?

In the end it even doesn't matter
because it is just me who asks.
A little leaf of maple.

-Vierna-..............[living is just a small part of our lives ^^]