Writing...

I didn't remember it feels so good to write. Just write about things, about thoughts and things. Or just write. Write a story, poem or just something. Like this.. Nothing too much to say but still it feels so good to just write. Even if no one ever reads it. But that isn't the point in writing, isn't it. It is about telling something, important or not. It is about saying something out loud and not just keeping it inside. Even if no one ever knows about it. It is still out of ones mind.

It is out in one way at least. 'Cause there is this thing about writing. When one writes something, one has to think it more and one has to make it in to a from others can understand it. Making something like that makes the thing more clear to the writer too. Usually, at least. Of course it doesn't work always, nor to everyone. It works usually for me. Tho haven't kept a diary for a long time like I used to have. Funny thing about it is that I wrote so much more when I had so much to do. So much to be done, I was so busy I didn't have really moments I couldn't think things I should do right now. Tho I think even if it was really hard, I loved it...

Being abel to do things one love and care about is one of the most important things in the world. It makes one to want to live more, try more. I loved to make my chemistry exercises, read my biology book and even do my math things..back then I didn't always like it but that is just part of life, isn't it? Now I'm studying something very important to me, something I want to learn more about. Last autumn went grate. I couldn't wish for better grades... Now I only have to hope that I wont become too arrogant. That would make future very difficult. 'Cause I think being little bit unsure of ones skills is better than being too arrogant. One who isn't completely sure how good one really is makes the one study more. It makes one try harder and harder. One who is too arrogant and thinks one can easily do things, makes the one sometimes too lazy. When should be time to study it makes the arrogant to do nothing and the other one will try bit more... Or at least I think so....

-Vierna....-[little shadow of the autumn wind]